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let loose in the shopping mall -
a pretty flower in the concrete sprawl
the Chiligirl did contemplate
the ways of Life, Reason and fate
A giant teddy, balloons in trees,
in a lake about to freeze
Loreley (she holds the key:
the first fanart for you from me!)
The Austrian queen of Tights..that's true..
from Nightwalk black to Underground blue
or peering out from below a coat
who cares why - you've got my vote!
Always on a road, it seems
or Grunging up my weirdest dreams
this Pan Am girl in Exile far
She's best in black, with a guitar
Watch out folks, you may get burned
all this time, you haven't learned?
she's radioactive, a super bowl
the next Kate Moss her final goal
Nico, Bowie, Suede and Reed
all fullfill your musical need
and leon, he'd Clean for you..that's cool
No women no kids..that's the rule!
So what's with all this smart-assed rhyme?
I just thought I'd take some time
to wish you, in a different way
All the best, forever and today
Happy Birthday Monika, you are indeed the E
To you allI appeared on here in April
A turning point for me
I needed somewhere to show my art
A place for all to see
My eternal thanks to one Rei-Chan
For showing me the way
She sowed the seeds to the Friendship tree
That grows larger every day
Alexis followed, Caroline too,
Iveta, and other names
Building up a social life
That will never be the same
Fantastic artwork here abides
Works of genius some
Words of wisdom too abound
In this, my second home
Photographs that show the eyes
the beauty of this place
Be it sunset, landscape, town or nude
Or expressions on a face
Love was found here too within
My life seemed almost whole
Half a world apart from those
to whom I bare my soul
Lots of names to mention here
But a few I have to quote
As meaning everything to me
For whom these words I wrote
Alexis, Caroline, I said before,
Trish of course, and Mel
Kayla, Carrie, Sarah, Jade,
And all the siblings Bell
Steve, Lyle, Andy and John
Show it's not just ladies here
But with work by Kanisa, Ileana too
My Quiet HomeMountain of Angels, a stone's throw away
Once a volcano, no more
watching over all that goes on around
as you have countless ages before
My quiet home, pathetic and small
midst rolling hills, next to the sea
The place where I've lived, many a year
with a beauty I no longer see
I come in at the end of each day
the same hollow silence I greet
No one to say "Hi " or offer a hug
No loving eyes there to meet
I sit everyday in my little world
lost in my thoughts far away
dreaming and wishing for far better things
that miracles might soon come my way
A bored tv sleeps, no longer required
the passion for repeats long since died
This Toshiba is all I require right now
The key to my goals held inside
All that I hear and all that I see
and all that I love it keeps there
my constant companion, to light up the night
and show me for whom I do care
When darkness falls, I sit and await
the comforting blanket of night
the light of the screen to steer me by
and a lamp to ensure I draw right!
The rainTonight I went out in the rain
A shopping trip, boring...mundane..
A steady stream of heavenly dew
Disguised these tears I shed for you
An unexpected bill of fare
The final cost I want to share
These feelings of frustration, guilt
Despite the love and trust we've built
"I miss you hun" I said aloud
My voice anon within the crowd
My thoughts with you so far away
As darkness fell on this wet day
The rain is heavy now I fear
Sat inside I watch and hear
The deafening drops fall from above
As I think only of you, my love...
Your Photo 2I gaze at your photo every day
wishing to God I could be there to say
that in my eyes from angel dust you were made
and for God's love to you, every day I have prayed
I stare for ages into your your sweet eyes
your windows of the soul, your heart within lies
They captivate me and still draw me deep
into your persona, your love no more asleep
i see beyond the the extra odd pound
to the person inside, on good solid ground
I just wanna hold you and kiss you forever
And show you that I wouldn't walk away... NEVER
I bet that same smile, on your face, still resides
the years dare not remove the beauty that hides
when your lips they part and that smile reappears
and wipes away all of my worries and fears
I gaze at your photo and ache for the day
To see you there next to me, sleeping away
or awakening slowly, that first morning smile
your first rays of sunshine that last quite a while
I pine for you, sweetheart, my heart longs for thee
To join in our body and soul, you and me
Your photoyour photo, well I sit and stare
I gaze longingly
fighting the urge to plant kisses on the screen
but for how long...
no leap of faith needed here
about doubts or indecisions
My thanks to you, for opening up
I stayed your fall
caught you in my soul
It's only a matter of time though
my screen gets wet
with kisses and tears
of joy, of pasion, of love
No lack of sleep inducing
just a greater understanding
and appreciation of your love
The reason whyMy dearest love, I shall not judge
you on your looks, nor hold a grudge
'gainst sands of time and circumstance
Just in your mind, I'll take the chance!
I learned the truth, it hurt my heart
Oh where could I begin to start
to reassure your precious soul
that took my heart and made it whole
All I wanted was to see
The one who held my passion's key
Instead I saw a sadder side
I took a breath and promptly cried
How could I but reassure
The one to whom my love was pure
that all she is I hold so dear
I'll never leave, she need not fear
I love you hun, I'll say again
and by your side I will remain
for ever more cos I don't care
about your weight or shade of hair
in my eyes you will always be
sent from Heaven to be with me
as close to perfect as you'll get
to you I'll always owe a debt
of love, in kisses, paid in kind
and something more if you don't mind
cos there within your outer shell
your pearl of love, shining so well
I love you sweetheart, always will
to love you gives me such a thrill
all that goes with youI never thought to say it before
please forgive my ineptitude
I was lost in the moments
of just being with you
I was lost in your words
and wandering in your eyes
always worried, what would you say?
would you walk away?
I was scared of what you thought
I was looking for with you
and that I didn't want the whole deal
Didn't know how you'd feel
I didn't know how to say it
or even if I could - or should
but you asked me anyway
the truth I had to say
"yes yes I do!!"
to which you replied "AWESOME!!!"
my smile increased moresome
my worries were no more
Immense joy and elation
a fabulous communication
I am that willing partner
If your heart it doth desire
to stoke the flames up higher
of love, burning within
Cheated of it, you once said
well I can put that right
give blind ambition sight
if you let me try
A new chapterMy love you need to let it go
All the past that hurts you so
I see your pain in all your words
I feel your hurt in all I've heard
I know that ghost won't fade away
Returns to haunt for another day
Your wound it starts to bleed again
That deepcut scar e'er to remain
I felt your heart and soul was frayed
The day he left. I hoped and prayed
That you would start, in Time, anew
and see things from a different view
I know that past is over now
But, love, you need to find somehow
To say goodbye to all that's been
To wipe that slate of your life clean
It may take time, it may bring tears
It may take days, or even years
But Life awaits,all there for you
To bring you joy, each moment through
Your Pheonix will indeed arise
To shine it's light on distant eyes
To exorcise the ghosts of pain
Replace with love, e'er to remain
Keep Coming BackThis is where my demon hides
in the cold tempting winter it never abides
with memories that come back to haunt me
that will make my vision go blind.
There was a sweet smile and a razor blade
that would question my resolve
that never even existed, so why try?
So long my luckless romance.
I should have known you’d come back to haunt me
like a leech you wouldn’t leave
but there I was like a puppy staying by your side
looking for a hopeless resolution that was never there to see.
I remember laying by you in bed, like a child I fell
but there was my first lie that I can never tell,
It’s more than I can bear when I saw you and fell
but that was another lie that I will never tell.
I love your smile and that’s my worst mistake
that put my life at stake
because endlessly did I love you,
never seeing that my lies were catching up.
Caught in my waves of self-doubt my demon hides
underneath the starlit sky at 3 a.m.
as I toss and turn with burning eyes
while the rain pours
One heartTake my hand
We will stand
Our love will last forever
Forever we will be together
Take my hand
We will stand
As death becomes more true
Our love won't be stabbed through
Nothing is up to our worth
We will keep rising the the north
Take my hand
Together we will stand
One heart, one life
One heart, one love
All you have to do is
Take my hand
We will stand
Our love will last forever
Until the end
We won't let death send
One heart, one life
One heart, one love
♥Gift for ~BeyondOneSoul♥
Sorry, I'm new at poetry.
find the loveSing in your sleep
of a love like rain
a family of dreams
coursing through your veins
the question isn't
to have or have not
it's to have or to hold
in sickness or in health
I see your brooches
and necklace like chains
one diamond ring
with oh so many restrains
Carta de ReconciliacionCreo que no hay palabras que expresen como me siento ahora,
ni como me siento cuando estoy contigo, me doy cuenta que
todo hasta ahora había sido oscuridad y me cuesta creer
como perdí el único brillo que tenia en la vida que eras
Decir que te extraño se queda corto, porque te quiero y
amo todo de ti, desde la primer vez que te vi.
Me enamoraste con solo una mirada, que i y creí que
había muerto y que había ido al cielo, porque veía un
Recuerdo todos los momentos que pase a tu lado y...
me gustaría oler a pasar esos momentos llenos
de alegría y amor.
Que te amo, esa es la verdad mas pura, ya te lo dije
mil veces y te lo repetiré las veces que sean necesarias
para que me creas y me des la oportunidad de volver
a estar a tu lado.
Quiero volver a tenerte cerca mío, sentir ese amor cálido
que me da tranquilidad en el corazón, por que siento que
no estoy solo pues tengo lo mas
The King Without A QueenWhat the hell’s going on with my mood tonight, it’s pulsating
From the king of the castle to the depths of hell, so frustrating
That I can’t find a stable mood to sit on and lay claim,
I can’t go to sleep feeling like this, it is such a drain,
I can’t wait for the future, writing’s starting to make sense,
Makes me feel better, especially when I write in present tense,
My muscles tense as I stretch, why do I feel so alone?
I’ve got family but no friends to make me feel I’m at home,
I take it back I’ve got tonnes, supporting me to the end,
So why’d I feel I’m sat by myself? I won’t pretend
That I’m happy with my situation yet, I almost feel,
Like I’m the only one to marvel my triumphs, maybe she’ll
Share the moment with me and make me feel like I’m someone,
I guess not, it doesn’t matter, I’m a dumb-dumb,
Who’d ever fall for me? It’s not like it’s ever happened, o
Quote #6: Love"Well, Love has meaning on all diffrent things. but it has no meaning for those in love. you see, Love is Eternal, True Love transcends Time. through past to present, to Galaxy and Beyond. it is very thing that All Species know the meaning of Love, like you really love someone that you truly care about and love. because, Love is many words and is great. wonderful emotion that all species have." ~ to John
"indeed. i speak from God's Wisdom of Love. it just happens when someone asks me the question like that, it just pops up. so i believe God is sharing the Wisdom through me." ~ to John
"the most important thing out of all is each other that we teasure each other and love. it's very important to people that does." ~ to Kyrieai
UntitledThe day i felt in love with somebody's heart
I was a girl that didn't want to know or understand love.
The cold ice look in my eyes when people told me about this feeling.
I was a girl who people looked up too. I was proud or even i could say happy. Who need love when you have freedom.
Every heart that came in my way i walked over them.
Not caring about the feelings of the hearts just about my freedom.
Then one day this little heart was on my path.
I was scared losing my freedom so i tried to walk by the heart.
The little heart didn't let me walk by.
It stood right before me and told me '' Do you want to go out with me''
I was suprised the ice queen i didn't know how to response and said yes.
The nervs were there and as the heart and me were having the best time i was still insecure.
Do i love this person?
Months pass by and i got more insecure. i knew i love the little heart, but i was scared. I found out about my real feeling and that i rejected the other hearts because i was scared.
006you were always late, but it didnt matter
you knew hurrying was taboo
i never saw you run, or even walk faster than usual
because you didnt mind
because you knew life would still go on
because you always wouldve known
that life itself woulnt be hurried either
and thats why people always thought
were life itself
What I Know About LoveThere was a time
when I thought I knew everything
there was to know about love.
I knew the stomach drop fall
the deep inhale of hope
the shaking anxiety of 'what ifs'
and the ache in the shattered aftermath
all the pieces of my heart clawing at the ground
for some kind of connection,
some kind of sense
and the agony in healing.
That was everything love was
a spectrum of emotions
meant to blind me
to pull at me
to tear at me
to ruin me
Sometimes I'm not sure what to make of you.
Or how to feel about you.
I'm a hopeful cynic at best
and a stubborn pessimist at worst.
My blood pumps doubt
chased by fears that have boiled
in the hot marrow of my bones
and then come to simmer on my nerves
since the first moment I learned of bittersweet disappointed love.
I don't know what to do with myself 90% of the time.
I don't know where my path is leading to.
I don't know if I'll ever be sure that I'm good enough.
I don't know what I did to deserve being loved by you.
All I know is I'd like
For a friendYou are my friend
My trusted one
Who loves cooling rain
more than the sun
You were my muse
For a while my desire
Til I read the signs,
Damped down the fire
A few tears shed
No problem at all
Then a deep breath
And try to walk tall
Full of surpises
All truly heard
I gave you my word
There for advice
Eachtime I would ask
Nothing too much
No mean a task
There to adore
To remind you what living
really is for
I owe you bigtime
For words past and new
And for just being there
I truly thank you
Thankyou for being
Above all my friend
I love you and wish you
The best til the end
Red Letter Day - Prologue
So here I am, writing.
I’m writing, I’m writing – just as you told me to.
I’m writing, I’m writing, I’m writing.
Have you ever noticed that when the sun goes down, this flat changes? It does. The walls are white during the day and lingering brown at night. During the day, I’m with you and the light from outside paints the walls that heavenly color. But when that sun goes down, the demons wake and I’m alone again, even though you’re just a room away.
Somehow it seems less threatening tonight, and I think it’s because you’ve given me an assignment to try and fight off the darkness. You gave me a stack of papers and a pen and told me to write everything that comes to mind.
It’s a strange feeling to have complete freedom. These empty pages are mine to do whatever I please – I could even wipe my ass with them – but they’re also terribly intimidating. The blank page has always been a nemesis of man. It&
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